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What do I want?


Have you ever asked this question to yourself??? Most of us did asked this question in several occasions. Do we really know what we want???!!! A mysterious question right?


Rewind your life, remember the occasions when you asked this question to yourself... Most of us immediately answer HAPPINESS right? Think little more specific. When I rewind my life, most of my wishes were circled around money, fame, power,love and pride! Also my expectations were different in different phases of my life.


Its one of the oldest and yet hottest topic in the field of psychology. The need of people varies from generation to generation! The form of needs keep on changing, but the base remains the same! 


Everyone think if their wish is fulfilled that is the ultimate. But the answer is NO!! This is why in olden days psychologists compared human's mind to Monkey. When one wish is fulfilled the other one arises!


Now the next question comes to mind is "Is it healthy to have wishes??" …

I'm in a bus and on my way to Delaware. There are different kind of people who travel along with me. I can see happiness in some faces, tiredness in few faces and some don't have any kind of expression looks like they are in balanced state. My neighbor is in deep sleep. I started starring outside.

Everywhere it's green and green:) my heart starts saying HELLO to the trees which passes by. There is a tree in the middle, it's the tallest among all the trees. But but... It is dying.. All the leaves are faded.. Yes, it's in her last days. My heart stopped there and started talking to this tree.

This tree lives here for few centuries. My heart tries to read her thoughts. It seems to be in a very balanced state. My heart starts asking several questions.

Anton : Hey you looks so amazing. You are the tallest one among your friends!

Tree : Ha ha ha!

Anton : Excuse me! Why are you laughing?

Tree. : I know the truth. I only have few hours or few days!

Anton : .... Do you h…